Let It Go;

I thought about quitting but then I noticed who was watching.

The last few days have been filled with drama, tears, bullying, and lies. Those of you who know my situation and have been my support group, thank you. Those of you who know nothing and judge me for the choices I made, thank you also.

Your hatred and cruel words toward me gave me that much more strength. At the end of the day, God knows the truth. Only God can judge you. I will not stoop to your level, there is beauty in silence and my lips remain sealed.

Talk about me all that you want, drag my name through the dirt as many times as it feels good to you. I will bloom into the prettiest flower you have ever seen. You may see me as the bad guy, but you never saw the pain I went through to become who I am today.

My give a damn busted a long time ago. I live for this little one sleeping in bed. My child is my everything, I will give anything and stop at nothing to make sure his happiness never waivers.

At the end of the day, he still calls me Mommy and that’s all I care about.

Always,
Lauren

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